1stly, happy deepavali to those celebrating it.


went to pick up shu ying from work with jon liangyu and fiq. we missed our bus stop and had to walk some distance. time was running out. but we made it on time. then we just sat outside coffee club and stared at nothing.*surprise* got spotted and a couple was like wondering y these bunch of guys were sitting outside coffee club staring at them; they were on the 2nd level right above us anyway.


had dinner at bk and went to FOS. liangyu and fiq bought similar tees. i wonder when i'll see both of them wearing it on the same day. the words on the tee reads "relax...just trust me". went to pool factor around 8+. left at around 11? shu ying headed home 1st, and we guys went for supper. want to know why? suck my dick and i'll tell u :)



shu ying, this is for u.

all that happens, will just happen. i know youre a strong girl. you should be, you will be, and you better me. if u cant, there'll be tons of people who fucking care about this and they could do something. even if you think people wont believe what youre going to say, just say it. at least they know you want to say it and will fucking try to do something.

dont blame yourself all the time. if u cant swallow, spit it. people will be there to lend you their ears. being not experienced doesnt mean that u dont need to experience it.


do you realise you're the only person hating toh shu ying?






knowing that a friend is troubled is fuckd up shit, being helpless about it is even fucking worse