i won't see you t'onight

I can see just fine, with you in my life,
there by my side as it starts to fade
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
a nightmare full of sorrow
nightmare full of pain

~

You can't be replaced
I'm left alone with you
in spirit and the words
you wrote to me

~

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me or cry
while I'm away

yay weekends. not

my weekends have been uber boring. real, uber boring.

end of course is near, exams strangling me.
posting out soon, Im really gonna miss you. damn.
i cant help but think about what you're always thinking about. oh damn.
i dont know why either.

whenever im in camp, i'll be yearning to go home.

whenever im at home, i'll be yearning to go back to camp.

whatsup with this shit man.

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it is that i really do not understand what it actually feels like or that im just a plain asshole.