tomorrow's my 1st paper. it'll be 2 in the afternoon. lucky for me i can get to sleep more, well actually it's that i need not wake up so early not that i can have more sleep; if you know what i mean.


tues will be a day's break from exams and wed thursday will be my last 2 papers but dang, they're in the morning. come soon please thursday then i can officially start my holiday mood and enjoy; that is, for the time being.


im supposed to be studying now but as you can see im here infront of my laptop.


i was talking to my dad about the com issue yesterday. and fuck guess what he said. "you can forget about it". i started quarelling with him about this shit. well he was the one who said that if i could go simlim and quote a cpu around 1k and he'll get it. and now, he says he'd rather not cos i got the specs more for gaming. like wtf, you were the one who gave the 1k budget. so fuck it, i will never be happy whenever he says he wants to get a com, until he seriously gets it and i see it in the damn house.


ok wtf. maybe i can just start my holiday mood now.




i wanna wow

I dont know why, but im getting too lazy to blog. Maybe I'll just struggle and make this brief. Study week is here and it's time to study; supposedly (: I'm going down to simlim tomorrow to check out the prices to customise a com. Hopefully yes hopefully it gets less than 1k my dad will be getting it. And with that there'll be something new coming up(:
-the End-

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When I am down and, Oh my soul so weary,

when troubles come and my heart burdened be.

Then I am still and wait here in the silence,

until you come and sit a while with me.
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.missing every memory.

will you wait for me

dear time,

Would you just fucking stop, for the time being, and let me catch up on whatever Im lagging behind. You just keep going and going. I'm one of those mofos who can't keep up with you. All you do is leave me behind when I'm trying to run somewhere near to your shadow. Seriously I know you won't wait, so i guess I'll just have to blame myself for not being able to keep up with you.

signing out,
pohs.