got grounded this week. so there's like nothing much i can blog about. except for thursday when i went to collect my phone. busy week coming up in school. many deadlines and moremoremore.


Chinese New Year's around the corner and i can't wait for that day! oh yes. Kindly pass me your angpaos when u get them for safe keeping. thanks a milliongabillion. (:


AND ALSO. cousin Kerri loves A7X too! yahooowahhoooooooo. \m/





i miss my homies

you might just get too lazy to read on.



much happened this week.

reminisce...

monday;
there wasnt school on monday. went out with some of my homies for dinner. simple as that. actually intended to dine at al azhar but it was Hari Raya Eve. obviously we had to dine somewhere else; macdonalds o.0


tuesday;
actually i forgot what i did -_-


wednesday;
my handphone died on me. went down to jurong point thinking that the nokia care outlet is still there. well it wasnt there anymore. its just a nokia OUTLET. so it was pretty much a wasted trip i guess. after that, i had to go back school for some shit, yes i mean shit. please i dont want to mention it, i'll just keep it to myself. made a last minute decision to go to the SOE(School of Engineering) Superstar Finals. why? support razif la. there was, surprisingly, a huge crowd, well at least much more than i would have expected. was there with JonathanLIN, Angeline and Syafiq. we were given light sticks at the entrance. we're suppose to use it to wave or whatever. but no i didnt (: instead i used it to throw. ok fuck you. not only me. everyone was throwing it. i only started to throw when razif sang. before that, people threw cos some of the contestants really cant sing, and well, to show how they "felt" about the performance, they just threw it -_-. i threw it yes, BUT it was like i said, during razif's performance. well not that he sang like shit. it was opposite. not really superb but it was better than average. this is when you see like ALOT of light sticks flying to the stage. razif didnt win sadly. some guy from MDE got the champ. pretty unhappy about the results la, it was obvious that there were better singers then. well, its Votes 60% Judges decision 40%. anyway, 2 thumbs up for razif who put up the one and only accoustic performace. refreshing.


thursday;
wanted to go to the causeway point nokia care. change of plans. sebas wanted to head down to town for something, i forgot what. yea so i just went to the nokia care outlet at Wheelock. went to Zara to just look around and hope to spot some eye candies. there's FIFTY% off storewide. actually its up to fifty% off. "must look at the fine print!". the 2nd floor was already like 1/2 empty or isit 1/2 full? hurhur.


friday;
school. someone tell me about it. please.


saturday;
went over to Jerry's house 1st and Jerry drove us to wheelock where i was SUPPOSE to get my handphone. after queueing for so long its finally my turn to collect. yay happy. sat down at the counter.


worker: "sorry sir but your handphone is still in HQ for further servicing."

me, forcing out a smile: "errrrrr. ok. then when can i get it?"

worker: "the most in a weeks' time."

me: "oh so how you contact me?"

worker: "could you leave a CONTACTABLE number please? thank you."


and it was then i realised the contact number i left on thursday when i sent it for service was my handphone number. DOH. stupidity to the max. well another wasted trip; at least for that period of time. headed to chongching hotpot at tanglin shopping centre around 6. it's my dear cousin, Kenny's, 21st birthday. all us cousin cliques and of course his darling were there. oh and also Uncle Aunty. food's good, as usual. spicy, chilli hothot. warm celebration, or was it hot? went to cine's 9th, argh i forgot what place its called. we got a room with 5coms and a tv. well the guys obviously headed for the coms and the ladies watched movie. cool place.


sunday(today);
it's chuck2 chyetee's birthday. happy 17th sweetie (:
met up the chucks and fiq and had sushi for dinner. caught Elizabethtown around 7. very nice movie eh. supersweet. in the movie, i really think christen durnst is like amelia. "imaginary boyfriend called BEN." rolf. went to Orange Julius after that, the ladies suddenly had a craving for icecream. so chilled out there a lil. headed home not long after. NOW, the highlight of the day. birthday girl kena BIRDSHIIIIIIIIIIIT on the head. i need not say more, let your imaginations run wild (:


now on a "sadder" tone

i got grounded for the next week and my handphone confiscated; EVEN BEFORE I CAN COLLECT MY HANDPHONE. got chided by my dad when i got home. im really getting sick of this. but if you are going to come rubbing salt to the wound, please i beg you, just fuck off. come to think about it. some of my dad's words set me thinking. am i hopeless? am i really oblivious of the serious shit that happen to me? am i stupid? am i hopeless? oh and, AGE DOENST FUCKING MATTER.




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there's more photos, i'll upload them soon. (:

hi blog,

its been sometime since i last touch u :x

anyway, its common test week BUT its overrrrr :D . well im not going to rejoice over it la cos u know... heh

weekdays were basically me "studying" and doing same ol shit. anyway i'll just go to the "main events" of the week la. there's only one this week i guess. went to seoul garden at jurong point on friday. it was Angie's 21st birthday. quite a number of people were there. felix, siangju, yangyang, angeline, jonathan, jonathan's cousin, angie's buddy and her boyfriend and of course Angie herself.

millions of years since ive ate seoul garden. right. you know when you havent ate some buffet for quite some time, you will be craving for it like wooooaahhh. and then when you actually go to eat it and u get super bloated and full to the brim, yes i mean hell to the brim, you will be like hoping you wont touch that for like another miiiilliiooon years. yea you should be feeling me :p
Actually i think it was the 1st time i ate THAT much in seoul garden. past times when im eating seoul garden i get full pretty fast and the whole buffet would just last about an hour. whereas for that day, it lasted for 3 fucking hours. OH and i should mention; we were the last to leave. :D

i've found a new game to play. its call fly for fun(flyff) haha. then maple leh? :x liangyu should know what im trying to say ahhahaha. well as for flyff, its fun la but theres only one FUCKING thing that really pisses me off. the lag. its pretty unstable. so at times it gets major lag and u just can login. when you are like so gian to play it and you cant login. you'll just swear and all. flllyyy x)

with love,
pohs.






its different now, i think

Standing by the window
Eyes upon the Moon
Hoping that the memory, will leave her spirit soon
She shuts the doors and lights
And lays her body on the bed
Where Images and Words are running deep
She has too much pride to pull the sheets above her head
So quietly she lays and waits for sleep


She stares at the ceiling
And tries not to think
And pictures the chain
She's been trying to link again
But the feeling is gone


And water can't cover her memory
And ashes can't answer her pain
God give me the power to take breath from a breeze
Like a life from a cold metal frame


In with the ashes
Or up with the smoke from the fire
With wings up in heaven
Or here, laying in bed
Palm of her hand to my head
Now and forever curled in my heart
And the heart of the world

oh its 2006


so?


just same shit but different year! well at least for me


ok so fuck it and fuck you all (: