yay its near 3am, im awake, can't sleep, don't know what the fuck to blog about, so bored, so hungry, yay.




i won't see you tonight

my eyes are sore now and the right one is slightly swollen. they're not super bloodshot. i cant even open my eyes fully, the eyelids became so heavy.i woke up today, my parents asked my to wash my eyes with optrex and then i went back to sleep -.- did i mention how it feels to sleep the whole fucking day? awesome :D


im not suppose to be using the com instead i should just clean my eyes again and rest, so its just sleep again.





want to stare at me? :)

after simply taking a glance at my brother's sore eye. i got sore eye too. they're now bloodshot. it just makes me wonder like wth?! y by looking u can get it? cooincidence? any scientifical explanations? heh.


had a cousin gathering yesterday. kerri, jerry, yang, long, clara, cherie, my sis and i went down to marina south for steamboat. when we reached the busstop outside the marina mrt station, we were thinking of going to this particular place called Dragon Village la but when we were waiting for the bus that takes us there. some guy from another steamboat outlet just showed us the leaflet and u know... we were so easily convinced -.- they provided transport there la, their van. so we just jolly well went up. when we reached the place. it was pretty funny when we were alighting cos there were like 4 or 5 hmmm banglas? ok they look like those banglas la, but maybe they're not, but its the way it is now woot. one opened the van door, another one will be like protect our heads from hitting the van when we're alighting. he went " careful head careful head" in that bangla acsent la. all of us found it pretty amusing ok.


so we just went in there and started eating like hungry wolves la. all the while when we're eating. we kept wondering where our reciept was, actually the aunty didnt give it to us la, she forgot. we finished eating and told her we didnt get the receipt then she kept saying she did give us the reciept which actually not at all! so whatever, there was some commotion la, she was like panicking cos she said that if there isnt the reciept then the boss would like say that she trying to kapo the money for herself like that la... whatever. i duno how it was settled cos i went to the toilet and when i came back we were ready to leave. so heck, just leave lor :D, we did pay what. but we didnt get the ice cream and satay! suppose to claim it using our reciepts la :/ but anyways we were all superfull already. so i guess no eating the icecream and satay would be THAT sad la :x


actually some of us wanted to bowl there but the price of bowling there is too ex. so we went to the arcade instead. after awhile we left the place. back at the busstop outside marina mrt station. we like stood there and tried to decide on where to go. kbox?ktv?settlers?swensens?town?woot off to town~


went to TCC at cineleisure. everyone ordered their drink floats coffe bla bla. i ordered absolut espresso. sounds nice right? fuckit -.- mine was the most expensive among the ones we all ordered, AND IT WAS ALSO THE SMALLEST. it was even smaller then the coffee u drink at kopitiams. WTF zzzzzt


after chilling out at TCC it was time to head home. my sis and i went to kerri's house to stay. at holland village, so tomorrow go home also not so mafan so heck la just stay lor hehe. i missed Ju-On the prequel! it was on tv but by the time we reached home it was long over. :/ anyways just played some dota bla bla. jerry slept 1st, he bueh tong already . as for me? i couldnt sleep. doing alot crap and check out the time its only 4+ -_- so i just watched some movies bla bla. at 6am, finally K.O. and guess what time i woke up? 11am -_-". i dont know why, i just woke up. noone woke me, its just myself. zzzt


before i left their house today, i saw jerry's new drumset, well new cos i havent seen it since it was changed la hehe. it has cowbells supercute. and damit. jerry can play drums and piano. awesome i can say.


well now im as usual rotting again at home. my laptop IS NOT DONE. after sending it to mel, they said they cleaned the fan and shouldnt have any problems. i got it back on friday and on friday itself the problem came -.- well i have to send it to mel again and they jolly well fucking change the whole fan!







come to me, whenever you're lonely

went down to suntec today with liangyu, fiq, jon, and aikhou. fiq wanted to get his stuff for the sabah trip he's going. yea so we just simply tagged along. pretty fun i can say, alot of crapping and laughing over stupid dumb things. "red wing gives u bull" =) we had dinner at this place called CarlJr. this is the place where u can get the most humongous burgers u can possibly eat! well at least in singapore :p trying to finish one of it is like hmmmmm trying to eat 2 bigmacs? yea. we didnt carry out our "routine" today, heh.


when we're on the bus home, i SWEAR that i saw the 2 cute girls that we all saw at plaza singapura arcade on aikhou's birthday lor. fiq agrees with me but Jon says they're not!!! :/
supersweet


i forgot to call the place today -_- sorry sebas heh :p .sebas u lucky ass! i wan go watch quidam also :(


my mind suddenly went blank like as if i got brainwashed and i dont know what to blog about now.alrighty then, have a nice day.






a side of me you didn't know

i've decided. decided to send my laptop for service. finally. and i dont know how long she's going to be gone :/


the sun is appearing, from behind the dark clouds. i hope it come out soon and shine on me brightly.


my dad was home today. he was saying he's going to get a pc!? oh really how i wish he would. my mom made banana cake today. it was simply heavenly. but i didnt want to have too much of it la, cos will jelat one u know... sis got her laptop reformatted. it was very fast la! from what i know, she went out in the morning and awhile alter when i call her it was done -.- and my laptop. argh dont mention. well at least my sis's laptop is 100% useable, dont really need to worry that i am going to rot the whole day when im at home.


about working, there's this job that garrick told me about. maybe i shoul just go do it? but i dont know the working hours. damn i have to learn driving too. how to learn driving if the working schedule may be many days a week. :/. or maybe i should not come out with anymore excuses and just figure out how im going to get it done.


yongda is coming out this friday! woot hope we can all go meet up and chillout yeayea!


im hungry! i dont know y now im thinking of garlic prawns QQ

my weakness is that i care too much

hmm maybe the way i look at stuff is really wrong. yea maybe.


i finally got out of the house. its aikhou's birthday today and we went to plaza singapura. me aikhou, jonathan, syafiq, liangyu, garrick and xuantong. we all met for lunch at pizza hut. well i have to say today's lunch there was pretty happening. all of us ordered the lunch express set lunch. pizza hut has this policy that the food will be served in 15mins' time or the customers will get some treat or whatsoever i guess. so here goes. the main character is garrick. He sorts of timed them(the staff) like 15 mins. the food werent served in the 15mins. garrick complained :D and bla bla even the manager came out. Jonathan was the camera man, yes camera man. he was using liangyu's video cam to film down the commotion. kinda funny la i was like hiding my damn face -.- so paiseh :$ Liangyu came into the "scene", "the criss cross fries are served cold, can u please change it for us." :) and there goes. garrick demanded compensation. so the drumlets ordered, we werent charged for it. and students already have 2 bucks off the meal, cos of the commotion, we got another 2 bucks off. so ended up we all had much food and paid like much lesser than it was suppose to be. damn funny la lunch. so next time go pizza hut eat, or rather, anywhere that has policies about their services, damn got to jio garrick. die die must jio garrick. GEH GAO TO DA MAX. woot!


xt went off after lunch, she said she had to get something for her friend. so we just went up and walked around la. as usual. didnt catch movie cos, i duno y. heh. spent a long time in arcade though. there was this machine that is super fun. initially we were looking at these 2 supersweet looking girls playing it la. sometime later they left and we took over. this is it, theres a sony PSP in that godamn machine. and u have to like press the buttons and either get negative numbers or positive numbers, then the "bucket" with the PSP inside will move according to the numbers, negative means back down, and positives means up the number of steps. there were so many times when the bucket reache the top and 1 more step we get the PSP. so u know... what we would do la, like keep putting coins in and try and try and try AND TRY. its always when its at the last level, it comes back down again. clever machine :) know how to earn our money. but whatever~


its was near evening time, and we came down to bukit timah. its been like a routine la. town already, then nothing else to do, head back to bukit timah for pool. yup so went went to pool factor. pool was free. birthday boy's treat!


jonathan:"you all really want aikhou pay meh?"
garrick and i:"ya why not, he say treat ma."
jonathan:"oh then ok lor!:D"


damn whats with me, i suck at pool. totally. hahahehehoho.


went to al azar for dinner around 9+ or 10?
yongda called!! awwww so sweet. he sounds super shagged . but anyways we know hes doing fine.


now i happily bloggin, and my FUCKING laptop has her pms again. wtf la! -_- biatch




im wrong, always.

argh fuckit la. 1 giving the attitude is fucked up enough. now BOTH gives the attitude. wtf is the problem with them. just getting some fucking small amount for allowance they will holler at you like u just fucking murdered someone.


"you're not schooling, so why must we give u"

"so useless"

"we owe u one isit"

"want to control u"

"like beggar like that"

WTF LA CB. i cant fucking believe that they would fucking say these.

want me to stay home everyday not going out. facing them at home. FUCK THAT. YES I SAY FUCK THAT

my past life was too fucking good, thats y im in this fucking stupid life now.these became part and parcel of my life, thirdfingerrup

my laptop is pretty much alright now. but the occasional lag will still give me the creeps. all thanks to saufi, u the man x).

its stay home weekends for me again i guess. damn the holidays seem to be so boring for me and i dont know why! but i cant wait for october. thats when im going to go for my driving practicals. i seriously dont know what im going to do . but still, im looking forward to it. i realised that theres nothing much for me to blog, seriously. oh yea monday im going out yayy. at least i can breathe some fresh air. my mom's still giving me the attitudes. but i dont give a shit about it la. anything goes, daddy here i come :) but i really hope this shit wont keep going like how it is. duh?

i miss good food, so im so going to eat something good on monday!

maybe i should just go and stone on my bed. laters all :)

hasta mayana, always be mine

im back to blog again.

its only midweek! i can't imagine how im going to spend the rest of it. stay home? argh fuckit. im still using my fucked up laptop. but im going to reformat it tomorrow. i hope by just reformatting it would solve the damn problem la. else i would have to send it to "icu" sigh~ patting wont work =)

went to coffee club to chillout with sebas couple of days ago. monday i guess. yea.simply went over to crap and just talk about everything and anything.sebas had raspberry tea again and i had um tiramisu something coffee, cant remember. sebas had "cai dao kueh", no la it was actually ang moh carrot cake :D i dont know why but to me it tasted like those small wedding cakes that people give after the wedding dinner or something. there is this coffee club waitress suggested garlic prawns that she claims to be so heavenly. so i guess why not. had it. no doubt it was heavenly.actually i prefer the prawns to the pasta. o.0? the waitress said that guys would always finish up the prawns 1st. im a guy, it's proven :D . the only thing left on the plate was the tomatoes. i didnt like them la. i mean if its tomatoes in some burgers or sandwich i ont mind just eatting them. but otherwise, urgh nahh. something got into me. i dont know what. i started playing with the tomatoes and made a smiley face with them -_- after sometime, the plate got cleared; with the smiley face still there :D~



sometimes i wonder what on earth is the problem with adults. not adults in generally, but those adults like my parents age or something. its my holidays now. i got nothing else to do. WTF IS THE PROBLEM WHEN I GO OUT!? if i dont go out. i stay at home doing nothing. and when i do nothing. they can find something to say. wow? fuckthat! teenagers at this age . lets say, poly or jc age? i wouldnt say most, but alot of us would go out maybe during the later part of the day. whats wrong with that!? whenever i go out with my cousins till late night or i dont even go home and stay over at their place. my parents wouldnt really give a shit about it. but if it was my friends whom i was out with. staying out a little wee bit is like a fucking offence. what? as if the friends i go out with are criminals!? they keep saying we watch too many tv programs and we learn bad stuff from them. wtf? THEY learn even more. as in stereotyping; friends whom one goes out with late during the day are bad influence. thirdfinggerup. when i want to get some dough for the week, my mom would whine FOR WHAT!?. just taking dough for the week, helllo.
im not working. who else to get dough from, doh. they would say "you're not schooling now, then u want me to give u money to go out spend!?" whatTHEfuck, someone please tell me WHATtheFUCK. ok so even if i do work. i spend the money on anything and everything. they have something to say again. zzzzzzt

in 1 year's time, im going to be fucking 21. if this crap shit will ever happen again. >:)



do it the soft way or the hard way hmm

it's been some time since i blogged. ahh i dont have the mood to blog cos of my damn laptop. my sis's laptop is also a lil siao that's y i didnt use hers to blog either. :/

exams over. yay. there was only 1 paper though, which was yesterday morning. i have to admit that i didnt really put alot into the paper. but i could pass la x). i was i guess the 1st to leave the classroom? i left with dawei la :p. but whatever, its overrrr. dawei went to the WCG at suntec yesterday! he took part in the NFS category la. cool huh. he claims that he just took part for fun la.

"no matter how good u think u are, there will surely be someone whose going to beat u".

thats what he said when i asked if he could get any prize or something. that set me thinking and come to think about it. true ya? but anyways, good luck dawei!

went to town and met yongda at around 3. only the both of us. but its ok la. he's going in to serve the damn country tomorrow. so yea i'd just take it as the last time to chillout with him before he goes in. we were at cathay cineplex. he wanted to watch the new movie by jack neo "one more chance" but the timing was too late there and seats were like u know...
thanks to his 3g phone. aiseh! he checkout the timings for golden village at plaza singapura. we had 2 timings to choose. 445pm with front row or 6pm with better backrow seats. of cos we chose the 6pm show la. when we walked from cine to plaza sing.that ass showed me a video clip that he as in his phone which was a total turn off lor! i wont tell u what it is. so you'll just have to see it yourself the next time u see him :s .bought the tickets and we still had much time to waste. so just went down to pastamania. yea wth pastamania again! i just love it la :p couldnt order atfirst cos there was something wrong with the server for the cashier la then we were told to wait "5mins". so we just waited and crapped. yongda started taking my phone and send songs bla bla. he send me i send him. oh its the same. eh? bluetooth is fun! detected some funny sounding users in the midst la. after we ate, he wanted to shit.and when we're in the toilet he asked me to send him this song. i couldnt leave the toilet -.- i was just pacing here and there inside the toilet la like weirdo or what o_o. but i found out something la. some people dont wash their damn hands after they answer nature's call -_- ewwww.

it was time for the movie by then. very funny movie. funny guys from the J team. how many stars i would give the movie? 500! lol. after u watch this movie, u would know why i would give such a big number instead of like 4stars out of 5 or what :p right yongda! rofl.

went to meet up with vino desmond kiatju and another girl la, i dont know her name. but i guess is desmond's girlfriend. dontcare~ actually just like went to say hi la cos i was going off already. them guys were going to liquid room to celebrate faris's birthday. how sweet. oh i nearly forgot. happy belated birthday faris :p

i was walking home and passed by the mac. saw my sis and kerri and her best friend there. i didnt know it was kerri though. cos she had her hair done into corn rolls or corn briads or something la. so nigger nigger u know what im saying? ha! went to dinner after that la. was already 10+ or 11 i guess.

im preety stunned cos some people turn to me when they have relationship problems hahahehehoho. im like so inexperienced? -_- but maybe i could be of just that lil help ba.

stay home sunday!! mib 2 later. so going to watch it x)
later!




im always gonna worry about the things, that could make us cold

damit, my laptop's really screwed and im so fucking pissed with it! yay -.- it seems that im the only one having these fucking probs with my damn laptop! all the others with the same category laptop wouldnt get some problems la! i do things that everyone and anyone would use a laptop to do and wtf mine gets all the fucking retarded problems!

its been 2 fucking long days since im able to use my laptop peacefully. whenever i try switching on my laptop, i end up cursing and swearing at it and slamming down the fucking screen and fuck off to somewhere else. ya'll must be wondering why i dont go and fucking send it for service. i can but there's no warantee for my laptop anymore! why? cos im already in the 4th year in poly. the warantee covers only 3 years. cos they expect all to graduate in 3 years' time. ya i know, 1 example of stupidity... which is me. luckily my sister is so nice as to lend me her laptop!

i have my one and only exam paper on saturday. good news? i havent study for it. actually it should be, study it thoroughly. but i will, somehow. i have to.

im off to...argh dont know what the fuck i can be doing

fuckit. i stayed home for the damn weekends! sigh~ actually cant blame, cos the man's wallet is empty :x but tomorrow is a new week and i can get pocket money yay!

im having a labtest tomorrow morning at 0930 and crap i cant confirm im going to do well for it though :/ its so chim la wth. i dont know where im going to head after the test. oh yea got to meet aikhou to let him copy some shit. well that be only a little while. i guess ill have to head home? sian la. having a paper on saturday and thats the only paper for exam xD. but some people dont even have exams, yea its like wtf. grrr

i feel like working but i dont feel like working. period.

my buddy is going in to army soon and im really going to miss him. going to have some sort of like last outing with him la haha but quite a number of people cant go and bla bla. damn its not going to be as fun i guess? whatever~



impossible, fat hope
yea literally...

congratulations to weilian for being jue dui superstar!

i guess today was the best thursday ive had in school since the semester started. cos the usual thursdays will be project day and will be so busy and stuff. today was different! it was midac anniversary or something. there was buffet and buffet. 2 buffets! actually those who were having the 2nd review got reviewed today. mostly theyre those A to AD students la. it was a little different. everyone and anyone could stand there and look when they got reviewed. so its like they presenting to the whole of midac somehow la haha. giving them pressure or something, but i guess it doesnt affect them. anways after that had my quiz during the 2nd hour of my lecture. i didnt study for it la! not that i didnt want to but like i said before, the lecture notes was in my school locker! but whatever, its over.

today also was suppose to be project exhibition day. there were year 2 students who came to midac partly cos of the midac anniversary celebration. some came into the project room. luckily, they asked about some other groups project. i cant even imagine if they were to approach my group and ask about the project. 1stly cos the project that ive done isnt really working and it looks...argh dont mention. 2ndly, i was dotaing :x.

didnt go for lunch la, actually also because no money :/ but i got saved by buffet yay yayy. all we project students caught "Coach Carter" in one of the rooms. its a very good show and its well worth watching. ill leave it to you people to watch it and know what its about. :p

there was mpd debriefing and stuff. all of us gathered and lecturers also gathered. many gave feedbacks on the module and stuff. there's this guy who let it all out. yea he guessed he would say it now or never! rofl. its was supposedly some serious shit but it turned out that everyone was laughing their ass off!

i think i have a lab test on monday. ohnos. and my one and only exam paper is on saturday! crap i have to mug soon :/ oh i just remembered i have to go bbdc tomorrow and saturday xD



cmon cmon i want to drive drive drive

didnt have to go school today. yay. its teachers' day anyways. Happy Teachers' Day to all you teachers out there. though ive never gone back to my primary or secondary school to visit my teachers on this occasion. i dont know why but yea i didnt. its like im so "wang en fu yi" hah. woke up pretty late today. i just love it when i can sleeep till i automatically wake up xD. it just feels so good.

hmm went out to meet sebastian initially. headed down to bugis, or rather, haji street. went to the cdG and whiteroom. yea maybe you should be wondering whats that. its some shop that sells hmmmm those imported stuff like those from Dior, A.P.C, etc. went to the cdG shop 1st. actually we couldnt really tell if the shop was even open cos the door is closed and the entrance of the place just doesnt look ok. its pretty much like a place thats still under renovation? but sebas just opened the door and we went in. the shop isnt furnished at all. but thats the whole point. there was this botak guy, i suppose he's the manager and also a supersweet looking assistant! we were the only customers at that time. sebas tried the perfumes there. one tar fragrance and one garage fragrance. yea wtf, tar and garage. but they didnt smell so bad as one could imagine la. pretty good. but sebas was complaining cos after we left, the tar fragrance smelt super awful bla bla..
then headed a couple of shops away to whiteroom. looks better but still, simplicity rocks. again, supersweet looking salesgirl x). i saw this Missy Rhythm High adidas shoe. awesome. but, its fucking 240 bucks :/ its so not what i can afford! sad. sebas was asking if they had any dior items. and yea, a bright RED dior pants. i cant even imagine someone wearing that. clown. :x sebas actually left his particulars there so that if there were more dior stuff that came in, he could be contacted. such nice service? haha.

haji street is done and headed down to orchard to meet up with jonathan, garrick and liangyu. when we met up, they wanted to go off already la, but couldn't blame them cos they waited like for the whole afternoon :x. decided to go back to bukit timah for pool at pool factor. its been some time since i last touched the cue stick. but game was pretty ok la. jonathan didnt want to lend me his glove, he said that i might tear it. supersad :/ nevermindddddd i still can play the game without gloves, still so pro. nah just kiddin. seriously, just kiddin.

im having a quiz tomorrow and i have yet to revise for it. why? cos my lecture notes in my school locker -.- gg. its also midac duno what anniversary shit thing. so theres going to be free food i guess :D:D. fuckit i have remedial from 5-7pm after that T_T

just a note, dont call me bunbun! only my cousins and those people close to me then can call la wah lauu. and amelia you sucks la! call me pohpoh, now everyone's calling me that. FUCKKKK~



Memories wont let you cry unless i don't return tonight.